So in wanting to get to a place where you are enjoying reading, first take a deep breath and remember reading can be fun and exciting!
All I mean is that you need to pick books that interest you. Books that make you excited. Books that you think you could love.
Trying something new could be a great way to help you learn how to love reading books again or for the first time!
Whatever the case, you should feel free to like what you like and read using whichever format is most convenient or brings you the most enjoyment.